When you are about to become an adult

When you are about to become an adult, 
you have to make a decision about what you want to do for the rest of your life. 
You have to think about what classes you have to take, 
how long do you want to spend in the university, 
what extra work would you need to do 
so that you would be one step ahead 
from the rest of the people, etc etc..

You want to become the best among the people 
so that you could have the best and comfortable job with an extra good salary 
when you graduate. 
You have to work hard to achieve your own goals. 
But, sometimes, all of it depends on luck. 
No matter how good your grades are, 
or how good your attitude is during the interview, 
you couldn't control whether the interviewer wants to hire you. 

So, I try to do everything 
I can to make myself valuable enough so that 
there will be only few people reject me. 
But, it is a hard work to do. 
I am only a human being with the intelligent of normal people. 
I have 24 hours a day like everybody else, and the worst thing is 
I am much lazier than other people. 
I am not determining to become success. 
When there is time for me to work hard, 
I try to steal every single minute in my life to relax. 

And, I know that this is not the attitude 
a person who wants to success should have. 
There are so many things going on in my head, 
but only a few of them I would be able to do in reality. 
Sometimes, I wish that I could have more time than everybody in the world.
But later, I know that it would not be fair if I have more.